Monday, January 10, 2011

Cataclysm Of Desperation

Awaiting for an answer, the time is running out as planned. Desperation takes place and I cannot go any alternative way. My insides is crying "save me now!". I do not want any other chances except for this. Please give me the chance to prove myself. You only have my word, I want to give you more but I can't. As that is what I can only provide you with. The answer lies within today. Tomorrow will be the start of new day from the answer provided today. Path changes from one simple answer. One simple sentence. One simple word. The turn of acceptable or unacceptable consequences. Which is the fact that I have to live with. The story for this lies unknown. For tomorrow, for the future, only being able to give myself the courage to move on. Is the plan in my own life. As for today, it ends here. Unknowing the answer, still standing on the crossroads. Tomorrow I'll be walking on either one of the path which either I have stared for a long time or the one which I have never even imagine myself entering before. Either one, I will need the support to do so. An early thank you before I start my journey.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Flooding Heart

The uncontrollable feelings of joy. The drop of the tears which fills with happiness. The never ending current of water flowing in my heart. The words, which I was never expecting for. One that eventually, made me smile. A smile that came from so very deep inside of my heart. A smile, so sincere that it happens once in a lifetime. You are, will and always be, my only Angel. My heart have only a place for one. And as you fill the place of emptiness in my heart. All my desire stops, and no one else can replace you. I will only want to hold you in my arms. As I lift my head up to look to the stars in the sky at night. Wishing upon them, that you will always be mine. And closing my eyes every night to wait for the dawn to come. So my wish can come true as days go by. I only have you in my mind. Your scent, the look of your eyes and your kiss. Never I wished for something so in my life. My heart only wishes that God somehow made us, together and forever. No matter how many life we spent in this world. No matter as what we live as.