The Reach

Finally, I am feeling that something is coming. The feeling of reaching for something is finally here. Is it because that I will be meeting you soon? I'm always feeling safe and secure in a way when I'm with you. How is it that I'm offering protection to you but feeling the same? This is really weird. But maybe this is how it is suppose to be. But at least the feeling is satisfying. But when I come to think of it, I am still unsure will this feeling last. I am still unsure about my chances. Being afraid of what I might lose, I am really trying to give my all. Only hoping that I will not lose what I think that I should. So I'll do anything beyond what I can do to reach out. Reaching so far that I sometimes couldn't even think of myself doing it.